Sunday, November 30, 2008


NINE thing​s about​ yours​elf:​

9) I love the band Disturbed

8) I love anything gruesome

7) I love Christmas more than any other day of the year

6) I will always stand up for what I believe, even if I have no idea what I'm talking about.

5) It takes a fair bit for me to cry, so when I do everything seems to pour out.

4) I love wearing old dresses

3) I'd love to be a model, but I still have an aversion towards models

2) I love to make anything out of nothing

1) I'm happiest when I'm painting or swimming

EIGHT​ ways to win your heart

8) Have a passion in something.

7) Disagree with me about things. This shows me you aren't afraid to stand up for yourself.

6) Talk to me.

5) Have some level of intelligence.

4) Be open minded.

3) Make me laugh about anything and everything

2) Don't look too far forward and live in today.

1) Do what you feel, instead of waiting around for something to happen.

Your top SEVEN​ bands​(​or artis​t)​:​

7) Nightwish

6) Blink 182

5) The Offspring

4) Tool

3) A Perfect Circle

2) Godsmack

1) Disturbed

SIX thing​s you do befor​e you fall aslee​p

6) Have a shower

5) Put my phone somewhere near me

4) Turn off the light

3) Climb into bed

2) Think incessantly

1) Eventually fall asleep

FIVE peopl​e who mean a lot at the momen​t

5) Sophia

4) David

3) Laura

2) Jacqui

1) Penny

FOUR thing​s you see right​ now

4) School folder

3) Indonesian speech

2) Glo-mesh purse

1) Purply chalice thing which used to have coke in it

THREE​ songs​ that you liste​n to often

3) Love You Till The End- The Pogues

2) Smells Like Teen Spirit- Nirvana

1) Fear- Disturbed

TWO thing​s you want to do befor​e you die

2) Swim with Whale Sharks, Grey Nurse Sharks and Seals

1) Travel to Spain. See if it's where I belong :)

ONE confe​ssion​:​

1) I'm really scared of things changing at the moment.

Monday, November 24, 2008



now we just have to see if i came in the top ten percent of the year...

wow, this year has been amazing.
but i am glad it is almost over.
and that it's almost CHRISTMAS!


Monday, November 17, 2008

damn it

damn it damn it damn it
why am i so shy?!
i can't even ask one small question.
it's disgusting.
i frustrate myself.

I have a geography speech tomorrow. Chances are I will start shaking or hyperventilating.
I can give a speech and even run an assembly in front of an entire school, and yet when it comes to speaking in front of my class, I hate it.
Maybe it's that I can see each face.
Staring at me.

I'm going to dedicate this part of my blog to my darling mother. My mother who can make me believe I'm beautiful. My mother who wakes me up by dumping the washing on me. My mother who gets along better with my friends than I do. My mother who understands that I will always attempt to be the best I can be, even in something as trivial as maths.
i love you mum :)


Friday, November 14, 2008

I can't believe i decided to walk home in the heat. No wonder I am half dead.

I've been continuing with my plan to write 'You are loved' on 1000 post-it notes all around the school.
It's going well, i just need a few hundred more post-it notes.

I have...

  • been swimming with tiger sharks, bull sharks. stingrays, turtles, octopi and lots and lots of fish
  • been on a game show/national television
  • been to America for Halloween
  • been to french-speaking Canada
  • been to Vanuatu
  • learnt another language
  • had a pet tarantula
  • watched an autopsy
  • had surgery
  • had an artwork on exhibition
  • stayed in bed for an entire day

I want to...

  • stay up for 24 hours straight
  • go to a Godsmack/Disturbed concert
  • get over my fear of heights
  • go swimming with dolphins,seals and whale sharks
  • have a pet ferret and axolotl
  • perform an autopsy

Monday, November 10, 2008


I remember in primary school when someone spread a rumour that one boy in our class got his legs shaved by his grandmother in the bathtub.
It was my little sister who remembered this at dinner today and I thought it was absolutely hilarious. Was that the best we could come up with?
High school is tainted with rumours of sex, drugs, love and yet in primary school that's what we had.
I miss that.

I also miss simplicity. Knowing how I felt and why.
That's gone.

And yet in so many ways I feel I have grown.
I am beginning to understand things.
And yet with everything new I learn, I seem to find more to question.
This is so frustrating!
Am I destined to go through life feeling like I don't understand a thing?!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

death at a funeral!

I fudgin' hate having a cold.
This is my third one this year.

I am so excited that Barack Obama was voted in. But I am really going to miss seeing Sarah Palin/Tina Fey on Saturday Night Live.

I finally have a converter for my Zune. THANK YOU GLEN!
I already have 'Death at a Funeral' on it, and I'm about to get 'The IT Crowd'.

deth in a funeral Pictures, Images and Photos

*wolf whistle*
death funeral Pictures, Images and Photos

I'm also writing a resume. I want a job at Tree of Life, badly. But I'm finding it really difficult to try to talk about myself. I think I need help.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

blogthings to pass the time.

just mucking around on

You Are Psyche!

Eternally in search of purpose and insight.

You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder.

Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily.

Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous

People will stop and watch you when you appear

Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful

For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming.

Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing.

You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away

Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful

Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing

Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Passed High School with an A+

You have the brains of a high school graduate... at least!